Pr. 13:20: “He who walks with wise men will be wise, but the companion of fools will be destroyed.”
So, yesterday I admitted that God corrected me for doubting. Am I alone in that? I have asked God to increase my faith. Maybe you guys are already full of faith.
See, it’s not that I doubt that God is able. My goodness, if He can split the Red Sea, He can heal me. If He can send so much fire from heaven that it burns up Elijah’s offering, including the wood, the rock altar, the ground around the altar, and the water in the ditch, He can do anything! I believe He is the God of the Bible.
I believe He is the God that led David’s stone into Goliath’s forehead. I believe He is the God who kept Shadrach, Meshach, and Abednego from even smelling of smoke when they were thrown into the fiery furnace. I believe He is the same God who kept Paul from even getting sick when he was bit by a poisonous viper.
I believe He is the same God today that He was even then!
The trouble I have had in the past is when it comes to His will. Does He desire for me to be healed? Paul prayed 3 times to be delivered from the thorn in his flesh and the Lord told him no. The Lord told Him that His grace was sufficient and that His strength was made perfect in weakness.
What I have found since 2012, when I first became afflicted, is that God’s grace is indeed sufficient. And although I fought it so many times at first, His strength is made most perfect in my weakness. I can honestly say that I could not have been brought to the place I am with God had I not gone through what I have. I can truly say, “what the enemy meant for evil, God has used for good.”
Does that mean that I can’t ask for healing and have the faith that it’s still possible? No. And in my Bible study of faith what better place to start than Heb. 11? I want to walk with wise men, like this proverb says. I want to walk with the hall-of-famers of faith! I’m going to start there and keep walking. I’m going to keep believing and keep increasing in my faith.
Now faith is the confidence in what we hope for…